Hi
Love is the greatest instant pain, especially when you find out things that might hurt you deeply.
Hello luv
Hurhur, so boring! im not used to it when baby’s working. Tsk! Must find something to entertain myself.
Sometimes parents loves too much can leads to hated! Even my own aunt discouraged me, why? I know i can’t let others words bring me down. But SHE IS MY KIN. omg, I’m so sad. Nothing seems to be gud now, i hate it. Not working, not studying, no motivation of anything! Hais. Sudd i got to urge to look at wedding gowns, how you want your dream wedding to be? ;3
My dream wedding is gonna be like…
A damn cool wedding dress that you’ll gonna wear it once in your fucking life only!
A awesome cake? ^^
At a beach or a church ^^ omg isn’t it lovely?
A pure white roses? Er.. No. It looks like a funeral kay.
How bout blue roses! (Y) awesomenessI LUV BLUE ROSES ;’)
Hurhur, so nice. Hello? Im still young kay fuck, kay bye.
Everytime
Come notice me
And take my hand
why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it’s haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It’s the only way
I see clear
What have I done?
You seem to move on easy
Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it’s haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
At night I pray that soon your face
Will fade away
;’(
I don’t wanna pick up your call, cause I don’t want to hear your voice. Not because I’m angry, its the love i have for you too much, and i don’t wanna feel hurt.
I send you those messages because I’m disappointed, and i just wants you to treat me better and care for me. But you doesn’t seems to get it, and yet you pissed off.
I thought I’m the luckiest girl, cause i never ever thought that this relationship would start. The most happiest thing will leads to the most hurtful thing. I really don’t know how to express my feelings. Everyday im thinking, why am i so sad almost everyday? Even when im with you. Is there something lacks in you? or me? I just cant figure it out, im pissing off. Sometimes it really makes me hate love too. I can’t tell you about this too cause i know you won’t listen. I’ve said before, what hurts you the most? the ones that are the closest to you couldn’t understands you. Nobody understands me. I really wanna knock myself out, and end this life game. It sux. Why is the world changing so tremendously? Even you people! I hate it! Why can’t we remain the same forever? Why must we change so that people will get hurt? When Im troubled, who can i talk to? When I’m feeling low, who can cheer me up? When Im crying, does anybody know? Don’t know! Cause I don’t want people to know that Im weak, I wanna be strong. But I can’t! Im a loser, cause I could only rant on a computer. I hate me. All i want is just you to cheer me up. Where are you when I’m sad? You’re my medication know. ;( Did you really care bout me like me stalking everything bout you? Did you even read my blog? Where are you??? ;’( I need you now.
I guess I’ll be fine tmr, better time.
Hi
Too much expectations leads to disappointment. And when you takes time to realized it, its too late. It doesn’t seems important to you, but to me, it does. When did you last really care bout me? Do you really know my needs and wants? Do you understands me? Everyday you’re giving me disappointment. Whatever things I do you doesn’t seems to appreciated. Actually I’m not that difficult to hoax, I’m just like those usual girls. A little time, sweet talks and surprise will us all happy right? Isn’t this that make girls a priority? Isn’t that because we are called girls? And being easily cheated by guys? Huh? Isit too much for you to just pampered me everytime? I know you might felt boring now as time goes by. The way you treat me had shown that you… I don’t know. I like to think a lot. But those things that i think are usually true all the times. But if you really <3 and care bout me, it doesn’t matter where we go, its bout having the time together. But you don’t, you’ll get bored outside. As they said, there is no forever sweet love. Like the one you have on your first month of relationship. Then, bf will thinks that you’re annoying, a pest being around his side, being irk when you just wanna him to pamper you. And you thought that are you not perfect for him? Or suspects his love for you… has fade. That really the last last thing that you could ever thought of.
Hey Luv, If you really cares bout me, can you shower your love over me like forever? Impossible right?
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